A Clue..

This one is very close to my heart as it gives me an idea to initiate with drafting feelings of heart on papers and supposedly first romantic broken heart verse that direct me towards short story writing.I hope you would enjoy reading it.

It would happen i knew

but it would happen like this

i never had a clue..

We had gone together so far

now we are distant apart

you said that it was all my fault

but ever thought

what went wrong..

no regrets for bieng with you in past

we created a lot of memories which would be cherished till lasts,

I hope i could tell you how i felt

unfortunately now things won’t be mend again

just one question

have you ever trust me like i do to you

if yes than how could you set me free…

i will always love you till eternity

& wish all love,happiness & care

from others in a similar way like i do

it would happen i knew..

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Something I never thought before…


After a long I enjoyed something while writing and I hope you will like it too.

Relationships are the most delicate thing to handle in life, it needs proper balance of love, care & understanding to cherish its importance.

You can never create great relationships in a day, it needs daily construction and there is no need to solve everything in your own way in relationship as there are few things stays better if unresolved.
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Something i have never thought before
about your persona of timeless beauty
these mysterious perplex eyes, engulf with
thousands of treasures inside
the more I try to evacute the secrets
the more I reach out to doors that
silently letting me helpless
on bay of clueless fragile shore..


Something i have never thought before
about the meaning of your unsaid words
the enchanting language of love, strucked
on the soft petals of your lips
the more I try to kiss this experience
the more I reach out to bitterness
of unsolved enigma of life
beneath the reality of truth
deep down emotions found died…


Something i never thought before
about the relations that stays long
souls stitched to one heart
breath, live and exist distant far
the more we try to stay apart
the more closer here we are
in the moments and memories
cherished toghether,
I am safe somewhere
in the silent eyes & sweet smiles forever,


Something i never thought before
relations aren’t about finding everything
few things stays better unresolved.


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The Last Message…Part-1

The Last Message It is one of the coldest night of December and I was intensifying the sharpness of winter with single malt and flavoured cigar. I used to have such fun when feeling contented from the bottom of heart. After 4 years she sent the message and I read it many a times, no … Continue reading “The Last Message…Part-1”

The Last Message

It is one of the coldest night of December and I was intensifying the sharpness of winter with single malt and flavoured cigar. I used to have such fun when feeling contented from the bottom of heart. After 4 years she sent the message and I read it many a times, no I am not happy because she messaged me but the reason of joy is that I replied her and set myself free from an unknown guilt.

4 Years Ago

Enigma

It was a fairly an expected result as my sixth sense strikes right on target at worst times. My friends were used to advise me that when two opposite gender spending most of their time together it‚Äôs not a relation of friendship, it‚Äôs a relation that silently remove the word “friend” with foolish feeling of four letters sounds attractively as love.

There are many things between a guy & a girl beyond those four letters called love‚ĶWell! I always believe that there is a space in Girl friend and Girlfriend‚Ķin fact we like to spend most of our time with a person who offers a much needed space in our general life and this active space makes any relationship breath lasts long but what if we don‚Äôt realize about this space…
So many questions are wandering over my 3 gms. of heavy weight random access memory, people called it mind……

The End.

‚ÄúSorry but it‚Äôs better to say bye‚Ķit‚Äôs good for you and me too‚Ä̂Ķshe slapped hard with her words.
And the story ends with that last message of love..

However I am mindless as I used to believe it‚Äôs either a start or restart but there is nothing like an end‚Ķ‚Ķso how come will I think of losing the things that fits in theory of end, maybe it happens when you switched off all the sources of light in room especially when it‚Äôs all dark in outside world too…

It’s a dark room with unspecified mysterious abandonment everywhere & a cloy smile over my face along with incessant flow of weird thoughts at somewhere in backdrop of chaotic mind & all of sudden a blink of micro red light from my phone signalled me to check the unread messages that took a harsh end offered with an unexpected space in life….

‚ÄúSorry but it‚Äôs better to say bye‚Ķit‚Äôs good for you and me too‚Ä̂Ķshe slapped hard with her words.
And the story ends with that last message of love..
I am blanked clueless‚Ķbecause it came from someone I admire most for the first time in my life maybe because I respect her. You can love everyone but you cannot respect everyone, once you start respecting someone the love would be eternal itself…that’s what I used to believe.
Is it so easy to break a bond instantly without even a reconsideration…a bond mounted long on the foundation of trust & faith embraced with unconditional love?

It’s hard to swallow but I have to because it’s her wish. She had already made her mind and took the conclusion whereas me……
I was thinking…

Why I always kept my tongue off….?
Why I always cared her so much…..?

Why I trust him so much?

Beginning.

‚ÄúHi, I am Raghav‚Ķ‚ÄĚI introduced myself with a low pitched excited voice
‚ÄúHi, I am Shreya‚ÄĚ she replied graciously‚Ķ.
That‚Äôs how the story begins but every story doesn‚Äôt belongs to an end and the best part of my kind of version is that I never wanted to hurt anyone so I normally ended up with depleted arrows on my back. I met her during my training sessions of 3 months and didn’t realised how she became my friend and then the best friend who kept my all secrets, daily chaos‚Ķgirls‚Ķparties everything.

She had deep beautiful brown eyes with beautiful innocent nature that easily attracts anyone towards her sweetness. The conspiracy of cupid elements happened with me and I ignored it off very well however I came closer instead of going away from her mystical aura. She is very different that’s her magic.

I became opportunist and begun helping out her in every assignment despite of bitter fact that I never had a very good past records with girlfriends but this time things were happening by their own even without my concern. It all happened with cherishing moments that we came closer to each other and with the each passing phase of time. I thought to make her fall in love I should make her happy as she looks adorably sweet when she smiles and she smiles when she was happy. It was an instant change that I never expected with myself…
A gentleman came out of me from nowhere who was anticipating for her happiness without any expectation in return.

Fortunately, I received a wonderful offer from the other company and I accepted the offer half heartily. On my last day of training I gave her a souvenir of my friendship so that she remembers me & she did.

I was lying on my bed and memories were all around my mind…. suddenly my phone beeped with blue light.
‚ÄúThanks for all your help and I missed all the things that made me smiled all the times. The souvenir you gave me will always motivates me towards growth and in return I promise you to be remain in touch forever‚Ķdidn’t know what’s this but I am missing you‚ÄĚ
That’s the magic moment for me & that changed me and my life for forever.

Trust.

I came out of my dreams into the hell of reality. It’s been 10 days since I contacted her, I thought I should at least let her know about everything, about the truth so I tried reaching her but she didn’t pick. It’s all about the perceptions I called her so that I will convey the real things as I was hoping that she may understand but I was wrong. She is so close yet so far and no reason to stay is always good reason to leave.

Once again, I was dwelling into the ocean of memories, the misunderstandings that were created by me by being a gentleman always. I thought as I was leaving her, there should be a thread that would connect us and it was my dearest Aniket and somehow it proved a beautiful thought for me but a worst nightmare I ever saw.

Aniket is the dearest one but he did not like Shreya from the beginning days of our training, he used to say that she is not innocent but a very talented actress whereas on the other hand Shreya hates him more than he hates her and what I wanted to do is a miracle in itself..

I connected two of worst enemies into friends as I didn’t want to lose either a friendship for love or love for friendship. With my ample efforts they became friends. I wanted a to create group of friends as I believed him so much that I never ever imagined the real intentions behind his shrew mind. I made them friends and always tried to keep everything aligned on same page with each other.

With the passage of time he made his connection closer to her, he does whatever I used to did for her and tends to show me that he was only doing all this for me simultaneously on the other side somewhere it results into fights between Shreya & Me on every little fronts.

Time passes by like unknown roller coaster of strange misunderstandings between us, long night chats ended up into formal greetings and a bond of love swiftly becomes friend zoned

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Self Love (Hindi Poetry)

zindagi ziye zindadili se
masrufiyat me barbaad jaha saara
neeyat ko apna aaina banakar
taareef ka tarruf dekar dekhe zara
khushi ka paimana sukoon se chalkega

Spare out some time for yourself from the busy & very hectic life, two words of self appraisal is enough to win any battle of your life.

Remember before loving anyone else try to love yourself first, the most important thing we missed in our daily life routine.

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Happy Friendship Day!!


I sincerely thank GOD for stitching some beautiful hearted People into the fabric of my life . May God keep all my precious threads always happy and intact.I sincerely thank GOD for stitching some beautiful hearted People into the fabric of my life . May God keep all my precious threads always happy and intact.

Life is an unknown destination
we are in journey
we met with lot of passengers
some keep on thier travel with us
some stays in our memories
some make promise to meet again..
however the we keep on moving
from one place to other
in search of desires with no ends..

Live life, spread happiness..
Let’s make friends.

Wishing you all dear readers a very Happy Friendship Day!

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Will meet you someday.. life!!

‚ÄúAlisha‚Ķ.come¬†here¬†my¬†doll‚Ķ.Did¬†you¬†like¬†him‚Ä̬†my¬†father¬†asked¬†me
‚ÄúYes‚Ķ‚ÄĚI¬†nodded¬†with¬†happiness¬†in¬†my¬†eyes¬†&¬†forehead.
That’s first time I ever saw my father in dilemma….a worry…something which I never felt since I opened my eyes in the world of my happy happy family…..although he knew that Varun will keep his daughter more happier than any other guy in this world but he wanted to know my answer & I was happy with my parents call.

‚ÄúAlisha¬†didi¬†(sister)‚Ķ.i¬†have¬†a¬†surprise¬†for¬†you‚ÄĚNihaal¬†saying¬†in¬†cheerful¬†voice
“What surprise “I replied curiously
‚ÄúI¬†will¬†tell¬†you‚Ķ.but¬†for¬†the¬†time¬†being,¬†it‚Äôs¬†enough¬†for¬†you¬†that¬†I¬†have¬†a¬†surprise¬†for¬†you¬†&¬†by¬†the¬†way,¬†now¬†you¬†are¬†sister¬†of¬†IITian¬†and¬†its¬†my¬†turn¬†to¬†pay¬†you¬†off‚ÄĚNihaal¬†with¬†more¬†cheerful¬†voice¬†this¬†time
‚ÄúAre¬†you¬†coming¬†on¬†rakhi¬†the¬†next¬†week‚Ä̬†I¬†asked¬†him
‚ÄúSorry,¬†sister‚Ķi¬†already¬†planned¬†a¬†trip¬†with¬†friends¬†‚Ä̬†he¬†replied
‚ÄúNever¬†mind‚Ķgo‚Ķyou¬†never¬†know¬†when¬†you¬†guys¬†will¬†meet¬†again‚ÄĚi¬†said
‚ÄúI¬†knew,¬†my¬†sister¬†will¬†understand¬†me‚Ķwill¬†come¬†here¬†after¬†my¬†trip‚Ķ.and¬†important¬†note‚Ķ.i¬†need¬†some‚Ķ‚ÄĚhe¬†murmured
“I will…20,000 will do “I replied to his unsaid words
“Love you my dear sister “he replied happily
“Ok…Ok…see…Nisha is calling…see you and enjoy “I ended
‚ÄúHey‚ĶAlisha¬†didi..Need¬†to¬†talk¬†to¬†urgently‚Ķ.very¬†imp..Will¬†come¬†to¬†your¬†office¬†in¬†lunch¬†“Nisha¬†in¬†excited¬†voice
“Now…whats that…had urgent meeting today “I replied
‚ÄúI¬†saw¬†pics‚ĶIts¬†Nihaal¬†with¬†a¬†girl¬†everywhere‚Ķ‚Ķits¬†seemed¬†to¬†be¬†something¬†between¬†them‚ÄĚ
‚Äúhaaaahaaaa‚Ķ..ok¬†will¬†catch¬†you¬†at¬†my¬†office‚Ķ.got¬†to¬†go‚ÄĚI¬†said¬†and¬†sail¬†down¬†to¬†the¬†memory¬†lane.

It was the last semester of college and I already had some dreams for future as everything was happening in a short time period, engagement with Varun…best campus placement…everything was good.I was dreaming for my sweet future with open shallow eyes. It was my last exam and I was on the way to home with my friends…all of sudden a call changed the course of my life…

‚ÄúAlisha‚Ķ.done¬†with¬†the¬†exam”¬†my¬†uncle¬†in¬†mourning¬†voice
‚ÄúYes‚Ķinfact¬†‚ĶI¬†will¬†board¬†the¬†bus¬†in¬†sometime‚Ķ.why¬†you¬†sounds¬†so¬†bad”¬†I¬†had¬†replied
‚ÄúNothing‚Ķnothing‚Ķ,¬†at¬†what¬†time¬†you¬†will¬†supposed¬†to¬†come¬†tomorrow‚ĶI¬†will¬†be¬†there¬†for¬†your¬†pick¬†up¬†“he¬†had¬†said
‚ÄúWhere’s¬†daddy,¬†he¬†had¬†said¬†that¬†he¬†would¬†come¬†to¬†pick¬†me‚ĶLike¬†always‚Ķ
What‚Äôs¬†the¬†matter,¬†uncle¬†‚Ķ.everything’s¬†all¬†right¬†there¬†at¬†home¬†“I¬†replied¬†in¬†worried¬†voice?
‚ÄúYes‚ĶYes‚Ķdear,¬†actually¬†your¬†parents¬†went¬†to¬†attend¬†a¬†wedding¬†and¬†will¬†be¬†back¬†by¬†tommorow¬†evening¬†so¬†i¬†will¬†come¬†and¬†pick¬†you¬†and¬†you¬†can¬†stay¬†with¬†us¬†till¬†they¬†will¬†return,¬†nothing¬†to¬†worry¬†about¬†it,¬†your¬†father¬†called¬†me¬†as¬†there’s¬†some¬†network¬†issue¬†too¬†‚ÄĚUncle¬†said
‚ÄúOk‚Ķ.‚Ä̬†I¬†replied

I tried to call varun many times but he was not picking my call, I was not able to sleep as well…each and every minute was like hours of century at that moment as no one had picked the call..neither anyone else nor Nihaal and Nisha.The next morning my uncle came to pick me and we were on the on our way to home.

As I stepped in..I saw crowd in front of my home, people mouning and my parents were wrapped in musk white sheets, sleeping like innocent children..i tried my best to wake them up
‚ÄúYesterday‚Ķthey¬†met¬†with¬†an¬†accident¬†and‚Ķ‚Ķ.‚ÄĚuncle¬†with¬†grief¬†in¬†voice
“And….they died “I replied in strong voice
I was shocked but gathered myself and all of sudden I felt the voice of life loading me with the responsibility of an elder sister towards my younger sister & brother.

My¬†father¬†once¬†took¬†some¬†loan¬†from¬†Varun‚Äôs¬†father¬†and¬†promised¬†him¬†to¬†return¬†it¬†with¬†due¬†interest..that‚Äôs¬†dowry.¬†I¬†heard¬†him¬†showing¬†his¬†concerns¬†to¬†my¬†uncle¬†that¬†now¬†he¬†has¬†no¬†interest¬†in¬†Varun’s¬†marriage¬†with¬†me‚Ķin¬†fact¬†I¬†told¬†him¬†that¬†even¬†it¬†was¬†not¬†my¬†cup¬†of¬†tea¬†to¬†kept¬†any¬†sort¬†of¬†relation¬†with¬†his¬†family.
I know Varun loved me so much so he came to me but with a irresistible deal to leave Nihaal & Nisha with my Uncle and Aunty and fly with him to USA…..I refused him and he never came back to me after that day I made myself busy in fulfilling dreams of my parents and family.
Nisha became fashion designer chose her life partner and got happily married and Nihaal got selected in IIT and became engineer and as I thought that my responsibilities are over..Nisha told me about Nihaal’s relationship with some girl.
‚ÄúAlisha‚Ķits¬†enough¬†girl‚Ķnow¬†think¬†of¬†yourself¬†too‚Ķits¬†not¬†easy¬†to¬†spend¬†life¬†alone¬†and¬†at¬†one¬†point¬†of¬†time¬†everyone¬†seeking¬†someone¬†besides¬†them,¬†its¬†not¬†easy¬†to¬†walk¬†upon¬†alone¬†on¬†your¬†own.You¬†already¬†devoted¬†your¬†years¬†in¬†their¬†upbringing‚Ķ.and¬†when¬†it‚Äôs¬†their¬†turn¬†to¬†think¬†something¬†for¬†you¬†instead¬†they¬†just¬†thinking¬†for¬†their¬†lives‚ÄĚSneha¬†my¬†best¬†friend¬†said¬†in¬†stubborn¬†voice
‚ÄúSo¬†what‚Ķwhom¬†will¬†they¬†speak¬†their¬†concerns‚Ķ..‚ÄĚI¬†replied
‚Äúbut¬†what¬†about¬†your¬†life‚Ķ..see¬†I¬†know¬†you¬†love¬†them¬†but¬†‚Ķwill¬†they¬†ever¬†think¬†about¬†you¬†and¬†your¬†choices¬†‚ÄĚSneha¬†in¬†more¬†rigid¬†voice
‚ÄúThat‚Äôs¬†none¬†of¬†your¬†business‚ĶI¬†will¬†find¬†someone¬†one¬†day‚ÄĚI¬†replied¬†this¬†time¬†more¬†stubborn¬†manner
‚ÄúOk‚Ķdon‚Äôt¬†spoil¬†your¬†mood‚Ķall¬†set¬†‚Ķwhat¬†will¬†be¬†the¬†timings¬†of¬†your¬†bus,¬†I¬†will¬†drop¬†you‚ÄĚshe¬†smiled
‚ÄúTake¬†care¬†and¬†please¬†some¬†wishes¬†for¬†me¬†too‚ĶJai¬†Mata¬†ki‚ÄĚshe¬†said
I wished to visit Vaishno Devi when everything will be in place and it’s the time.
Everyone in the bus are with their family, friends,siblings and their loved one except me that gave me a sense of emptiness in life that I could share with me only.
I came back and looking for reality that is emptiness and lonliness. Nihaal is coming after a long time so I am little excited for him.
‚ÄúAnushka‚Ķthe¬†name¬†of¬†the¬†girl¬†and¬†her¬†parents¬†will¬†come¬†after¬†three¬†days¬†didi‚Ķ‚ÄĚNihaal¬†said¬†convincingly
‚ÄúAllright,¬†I¬†will¬†call¬†uncle¬†and¬†aunty¬†too¬†after¬†all¬†they¬†are¬†our¬†elders¬†and¬†their¬†presence¬†is¬†effective‚Ä̬†I¬†replied
And Nihaal broke into happiness

‚ÄúOh¬†my¬†god‚Ķ.what‚Äôs¬†happening,¬†elder¬†sister¬†is¬†still¬†unmarried¬†and¬†he¬†is¬†thinking¬†of¬†himself‚Ķ¬†Why¬†the¬†hell¬†these¬†brother¬†and¬†sister¬†didn’t¬†think¬†of¬†you..your¬†sacrifice¬†and¬†your¬†happiness‚Ķ‚ÄĚAunty¬†said¬†with¬†all¬†concern¬†towards¬†me¬†during¬†shopping¬†of¬†Nihal’s¬†engagement¬†ceremony.

“I¬†am¬†telling¬†you¬†that¬†you’ll¬†realized¬†it¬†one¬†day..”¬†aunty¬†continued

We¬†met¬†with¬†parents¬†of¬†Anushka¬†and¬†finalized¬†the¬†date¬†of¬†engagement¬†ceremony.¬†Everyone¬†is¬†busy¬†in¬†arrangements¬†although¬†I¬†am¬†happy¬†but¬†there¬†is¬†something¬†in¬†my¬†heart¬†which¬†makes¬†this¬†situation¬†filthy…a¬†thought¬†when¬†we¬†went¬†for¬†shopping¬†and¬†I¬†chose¬†a¬†sari¬†which¬†somehow¬†not¬†the¬†choice¬†of¬†my¬†siblings,¬†just¬†because¬†they¬†thought¬†I¬†was¬†not¬†perfect¬†for¬†it‚Ķjust¬†because¬†they¬†found¬†me¬†too¬†aged¬†for¬†those¬†colours..Those¬†words¬†showed¬†me¬†the¬†reality¬†of¬†modernization¬†of¬†relations‚Ķan¬†image¬†of¬†selfishness.¬†I¬†sacrificed¬†my¬†age¬†and¬†years¬†for¬†my¬†sister¬†&¬†brother¬†and¬†they¬†thought¬†me¬†imperfect¬†for¬†having¬†bright¬†colours,they¬†are¬†making¬†their¬†choices¬†and¬†never¬†asked¬†me¬†for¬†my¬†wishes¬†and¬†hoping¬†to¬†live¬†my¬†lives¬†as¬†per¬†their¬†choices‚Ķ.
It’s the day when I decided to let myself free from every responsibility, time to spread my wings in open blue sky to fly, to live life,I gathered myself and step out from all boundaries of life for Alisha….

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Its Ok not be Ok..

At times we all need to be reminded that,
It’s ok not to feel ok
its’s absolutely ok to ask for help.
Let’s be there for each other.

Its ok not be ok sometimes
Its ok to reach out to people you love
Its ok to ask for help
Its ok to talk about fears
Its ok to share your deepest emotions with them.

-prashantt

Eye for Eye

Forget all the cruelities of this world
All the truth & lie
resides in my eyes however
it needs an eye to find
what’s in eye.

-prashantt

Everyday Mother’s Day‚̧

For the first love of every child…

Sweet, caring, always close to you and stood behind you with same devotion & love whether it’s thunderstorm of unbearable problems or showers of joy, lap wherein you’ll forget all pains and wake up to see her loving face…medicine of .every cause, MOTHER.
Make her feel special everyday because she is behind your existence and a step closer to feel god.

Mother’s love is unquestionably the most cherish emotion of life. Mother, the word itself get rid from all worldly pains and sufferings with injection of a soothing touch of relief.

Everyday Mother’s Day!!

Toiled day long, her magical embrace is boon

Wishing all the mothers here, a very happy mother’s day today & everyday because you all are holy blessed souls.

#mothersday #happymothersday #everydaymothersday

Keep Writing & Reading,

-prashantt

Finding Myself..

Spend sometime with yourself, listen to yourself to become who you are.

Sometimes i thought of
travelling back through the past times
to find myself lost within somewhere
in the world of fake displays & disguise
to let my soul free again & get rid of
all the sins & committed crimes,
Sometimes i thought of
loving you back twice
to get lost in ocean of beautiful eyes
for the magical view of smiling wonders
dancing upon the vibes of joy
to find the lost melody of life,
Sometimes i thought of
fixing all the bugs beyond truth & lie
within the journey of finding myself
to bring back the moments & memories again
i closed my eyes with refurbished smile
for my innocent dreams to be come alive.

prashantt