Something I never thought before…


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Relationships are the most delicate thing to handle in life, it needs proper balance of love, care & understanding to cherish its importance.

You can never create great relationships in a day, it needs daily construction and there is no need to solve everything in your own way in relationship as there are few things stays better if unresolved.
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Something i have never thought before
about your persona of timeless beauty
these mysterious perplex eyes, engulf with
thousands of treasures inside
the more I try to evacute the secrets
the more I reach out to doors that
silently letting me helpless
on bay of clueless fragile shore..


Something i have never thought before
about the meaning of your unsaid words
the enchanting language of love, strucked
on the soft petals of your lips
the more I try to kiss this experience
the more I reach out to bitterness
of unsolved enigma of life
beneath the reality of truth
deep down emotions found died…


Something i never thought before
about the relations that stays long
souls stitched to one heart
breath, live and exist distant far
the more we try to stay apart
the more closer here we are
in the moments and memories
cherished toghether,
I am safe somewhere
in the silent eyes & sweet smiles forever,


Something i never thought before
relations aren’t about finding everything
few things stays better unresolved.


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The Last Message…Part-1

The Last Message It is one of the coldest night of December and I was intensifying the sharpness of winter with single malt and flavoured cigar. I used to have such fun when feeling contented from the bottom of heart. After 4 years she sent the message and I read it many a times, no … Continue reading “The Last Message…Part-1”

The Last Message

It is one of the coldest night of December and I was intensifying the sharpness of winter with single malt and flavoured cigar. I used to have such fun when feeling contented from the bottom of heart. After 4 years she sent the message and I read it many a times, no I am not happy because she messaged me but the reason of joy is that I replied her and set myself free from an unknown guilt.

4 Years Ago

Enigma

It was a fairly an expected result as my sixth sense strikes right on target at worst times. My friends were used to advise me that when two opposite gender spending most of their time together it’s not a relation of friendship, it’s a relation that silently remove the word “friend” with foolish feeling of four letters sounds attractively as love.

There are many things between a guy & a girl beyond those four letters called love…Well! I always believe that there is a space in Girl friend and Girlfriend…in fact we like to spend most of our time with a person who offers a much needed space in our general life and this active space makes any relationship breath lasts long but what if we don’t realize about this space…
So many questions are wandering over my 3 gms. of heavy weight random access memory, people called it mind……

The End.

“Sorry but it’s better to say bye…it’s good for you and me too”…she slapped hard with her words.
And the story ends with that last message of love..

However I am mindless as I used to believe it’s either a start or restart but there is nothing like an end……so how come will I think of losing the things that fits in theory of end, maybe it happens when you switched off all the sources of light in room especially when it’s all dark in outside world too…

It’s a dark room with unspecified mysterious abandonment everywhere & a cloy smile over my face along with incessant flow of weird thoughts at somewhere in backdrop of chaotic mind & all of sudden a blink of micro red light from my phone signalled me to check the unread messages that took a harsh end offered with an unexpected space in life….

“Sorry but it’s better to say bye…it’s good for you and me too”…she slapped hard with her words.
And the story ends with that last message of love..
I am blanked clueless…because it came from someone I admire most for the first time in my life maybe because I respect her. You can love everyone but you cannot respect everyone, once you start respecting someone the love would be eternal itself…that’s what I used to believe.
Is it so easy to break a bond instantly without even a reconsideration…a bond mounted long on the foundation of trust & faith embraced with unconditional love?

It’s hard to swallow but I have to because it’s her wish. She had already made her mind and took the conclusion whereas me……
I was thinking…

Why I always kept my tongue off….?
Why I always cared her so much…..?

Why I trust him so much?

Beginning.

“Hi, I am Raghav…”I introduced myself with a low pitched excited voice
“Hi, I am Shreya” she replied graciously….
That’s how the story begins but every story doesn’t belongs to an end and the best part of my kind of version is that I never wanted to hurt anyone so I normally ended up with depleted arrows on my back. I met her during my training sessions of 3 months and didn’t realised how she became my friend and then the best friend who kept my all secrets, daily chaos…girls…parties everything.

She had deep beautiful brown eyes with beautiful innocent nature that easily attracts anyone towards her sweetness. The conspiracy of cupid elements happened with me and I ignored it off very well however I came closer instead of going away from her mystical aura. She is very different that’s her magic.

I became opportunist and begun helping out her in every assignment despite of bitter fact that I never had a very good past records with girlfriends but this time things were happening by their own even without my concern. It all happened with cherishing moments that we came closer to each other and with the each passing phase of time. I thought to make her fall in love I should make her happy as she looks adorably sweet when she smiles and she smiles when she was happy. It was an instant change that I never expected with myself…
A gentleman came out of me from nowhere who was anticipating for her happiness without any expectation in return.

Fortunately, I received a wonderful offer from the other company and I accepted the offer half heartily. On my last day of training I gave her a souvenir of my friendship so that she remembers me & she did.

I was lying on my bed and memories were all around my mind…. suddenly my phone beeped with blue light.
“Thanks for all your help and I missed all the things that made me smiled all the times. The souvenir you gave me will always motivates me towards growth and in return I promise you to be remain in touch forever…didn’t know what’s this but I am missing you”
That’s the magic moment for me & that changed me and my life for forever.

Trust.

I came out of my dreams into the hell of reality. It’s been 10 days since I contacted her, I thought I should at least let her know about everything, about the truth so I tried reaching her but she didn’t pick. It’s all about the perceptions I called her so that I will convey the real things as I was hoping that she may understand but I was wrong. She is so close yet so far and no reason to stay is always good reason to leave.

Once again, I was dwelling into the ocean of memories, the misunderstandings that were created by me by being a gentleman always. I thought as I was leaving her, there should be a thread that would connect us and it was my dearest Aniket and somehow it proved a beautiful thought for me but a worst nightmare I ever saw.

Aniket is the dearest one but he did not like Shreya from the beginning days of our training, he used to say that she is not innocent but a very talented actress whereas on the other hand Shreya hates him more than he hates her and what I wanted to do is a miracle in itself..

I connected two of worst enemies into friends as I didn’t want to lose either a friendship for love or love for friendship. With my ample efforts they became friends. I wanted a to create group of friends as I believed him so much that I never ever imagined the real intentions behind his shrew mind. I made them friends and always tried to keep everything aligned on same page with each other.

With the passage of time he made his connection closer to her, he does whatever I used to did for her and tends to show me that he was only doing all this for me simultaneously on the other side somewhere it results into fights between Shreya & Me on every little fronts.

Time passes by like unknown roller coaster of strange misunderstandings between us, long night chats ended up into formal greetings and a bond of love swiftly becomes friend zoned

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The Last Message…Part-2

Recap: Raghav has received a message from someone after 4 years, despite of sadness he is happy as the message and conversation sets him free from the unknown burden of guilt. He fell down to the memory lanes of his life and remembering the lost moments again.

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Conclusion

After a long, one day we met for day outing organized by Aniket wherein he was trying to show me something else that took a long to understand. We were together however I was not with them. She was behaving very formal with me and Aniket has already showed me everything with this outing wherein I was really feeling out.

We dropped her home and he insisted me to spent night at his home and initiated a weird conversation.
“Did you really like her???…I mean you are not looking serious now…” he inquired
“Why are you asking me this question again and again now days…?” I replied
“I feel she is really a good girl and it’s been so many months, people are in queue for her..
Let them try too…” he said, smiled and continued..
It’s about you, just for this I am saying so….you are a good person and I feel you really like her so now it’s time to show it to her, at least we got to know whether she has same feeling for you or not “ he completed
There were several volcanoes curdled and about to blast into my mind but I kept myself cool and I replied…
“I like her very much…I cared her…I wanted her to be always happy…I prefer her things over anything in this world…if this resembles to like someone then.. yes, I like her….what’s there in telling her”
I knew what was going in his mind by this time…..why he is always hiding her messages with me and wanted a screenshots of her messages in the name of friendship…why he always talking about her…why he always inquiring me whether I was talking to her…..why he always says she is a diplomatic girl….why he let me out of his home when talking to a mysterious girl…everything is crystal clear…and I made my way to my place.

The next day he told her that last night we had some discussion and Raghav told me that he likes you and you’re different from other girls he ever had in relationship in past and I also feel that you’re perfect for him, he will never turn down from you like he had in past with others because this time he is feeling this as real love.

He placed his card so safely that it creates a question over someone’s image whereas showing himself as a gentleman & friend at both ends, doing this was so safe that it creates a trust on girl as well as it shows the care for his friend too.

She texted me everything and didn’t pick my calls.

She took a step and decided to quit with a person who always stand beside her in tough times. I guessed the reason and even I told her the same without introducing her Aniket’s part as its beyond my perception and I thought as if she has some care for my friendship, she would definitely understand everything but I was wrong, neither she nor he cared.


I called Aniket the next day as I had decided to have an end.

“I had argued with Shreya and ended up with fight over a small issue” I said

“These days you guys fight a lot; she has addressed the same thing too & she did not wanted to talk to you”

“I think you should take a break or quit here and provide a better space to this unnamed relationship” He replied & continued  

“It’s a small thing & happens to me every third day…go ahead & look for new aim, field is all yours” He paused with not so deserving smile & added

“I was always saying that this girl is mysterious and she just had fun with you” he completed

I questioned him “Will you go ahead and quit this meaningless friendship with her for your friend, maybe she will have fun with you too”

He was picking his bag and making his way from my room without answering to my question.

“You have done so much for me that I will never pay off, please do not help anyone like this from now onwards. Your silence has answered my question and there is nothing more left in our friendship too…by the way I have paid off everything to you too and you will realised it soon” I interrupted him

I have already done so many efforts to tell her the truth but every time I gained strength I thought whether she will believe or not as she is not the same girl I met , not the same girl with whom I wanted to stay forever however all I wanted her to be happy always and somewhere I knew that she will return someday.


“Hello…..Are you lonely…I am here to be your friend” A very passionate voice came to my ear via my television as its already late hours of night to think something wild.. I smiled again…
I made my mind and decided to keep my way away from both of them because somethings are beyond love…. It is not easy to understand.

The last Message

Shreya: Hi!

Just wanted to speak to you for a moment…I am getting married

Raghav: Great!

Congratulations!…Wish you a very happy married life ahead.

Shreya: I want to say something…

Raghav: I am sorry…I have already listened a lot earlier.

Once again congratulations & stay blessed!

Shreya: I am sorry… for everything that has happened between us.

I know that I was wrong.

I realised it but then it was very late and you never tried to clear the

things lately, behaved abruptly and went off…I really felt bad.

I am sorry again!

Raghav: It’s all right & I am sorry too..

Maybe things would be different if I dealt with patience however

there is no point of discussing those things now.

Shreya: You are always a nice guy, thank you for the beautiful time &

memories. Have a beautiful life ahead!

Stay blessed!

Raghav: Heyy! I never had any grudges with you in fact its all respect.

You did whatever you thought right but remember one thing…

Always believe in your partner and do not take any decision in

life under the influence of others. Have a great life ahead!

Good Bye!

Shreya: Bye! Hope to see you again.

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Happy Friendship Day!!


I sincerely thank GOD for stitching some beautiful hearted People into the fabric of my life . May God keep all my precious threads always happy and intact.I sincerely thank GOD for stitching some beautiful hearted People into the fabric of my life . May God keep all my precious threads always happy and intact.

Life is an unknown destination
we are in journey
we met with lot of passengers
some keep on thier travel with us
some stays in our memories
some make promise to meet again..
however the we keep on moving
from one place to other
in search of desires with no ends..

Live life, spread happiness..
Let’s make friends.

Wishing you all dear readers a very Happy Friendship Day!

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Happy Friendship Day!

I sincerely thank GOD for stitching some beautiful hearted People into the fabric of my life . May God keep all my precious threads always happy and intact.

Life is an unknown destination
we are in journey
we met with lot of passengers
some keep on thier travel with us
some stays in our memories
some make promise to meet again..
however the we keep on moving
from one place to other
in search of desires with no ends

Live life, spread happiness & make friends.

👬 HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY 👫

Oh! I like you!!

oh! i like you
or i like your soul

cleansing my thoughts,

perceptions with purest vibe,

no i like alluring deep black eyes

or dark shadows of kohl 

with black magic inside,

oh! i like you

or i fall for this adorable smile

a reason behind reason of life

showering delight distant miles,

oh! i like you

or i try to be like you

to make you mine

so that there remains no difference

between you & me

i’ll feel you till the last breath of life.